Moving along

My online world was

unwieldy and redundant.

I've moved it all here:

http://handsometuesday.tumblr.com/

You reap what you sow

My path is littered
with so many sad mistakes.
Not all of them mine.

And I mean all of them.

I can take a lot
but some days break me down hard.
I need all the hugs.

True blue.

Romancing myself:
The more I get to know me,
the more I like me.

Re-thinking my last Saturday night in town.

A big farewell bash.
Awesome celebration or
huge anti-climax?

Bridges built, not burned.

As the door closes,
gently framing my old life,
my heart breaks open.

Leaving but not gone.

Don't worry baby.
I will leave some fairy dust
and mischief behind.

In just two weeks.

My life is contained
in shockingly few boxes
stacked, ready to go.

Big change, big realizations.

Stretch the ties that bind.
Some hold fast but others break -
insubstantial webs.

Looking forward, going back.

I see the old place
with a new, fresh perspective.
My heart has gone west.

On the verge.

Calm, cool, collected.

The courage of conviction

makes my steps so sure.

Running up a learning curve.

I'll take my distance
from indifference, from judgment.
Keep up if you can.

Out of sight, out of mind.

Let the silence stretch.
But when it lengthens, persists,
do not be surprised.

Indefinitely deactivated.

Facebook vacation.
Like clear sky, no traffic noise:
a mental road trip.

Remind me why I'm bothering?

The more time passes

the more I become convinced

I ask for too much.